Had by far the happiest day on Thursday that I've had in the past couple of months. Had such a laugh in the factory. We do have an amazing team. Our little Cumbria Crystal family. :) Had some really positive news too. Don't want to jinx anything by mouthing off on here, but workwise, if all works out, I should be making some really decent money by the New Year. Another step closer to my granite Cornish cottage.... Everything is falling into place, and it would be really lovely to take some of the pressure off Nick for once. I want him to start to persue his dreams too, and this may mean he is able to do that. I want him to be happy, and I know how stressed he is at the moment which is part of the problem. I want us ALL to be happy. I actually managed to get 3.5ish hours sleep last night, that's the longest yet, and it's because I felt calm and contented after sitting talking things through last night. Still a bit restless, when I got into bed, but Nick cuddled me, instead of shouting at me for a change. :)


Yesterday was a chaotic day. Completely and utterly chaotic. Phonecall after phonecall, generally rushed off my feet. So, so tired.....but I love that. :) Busy days make me happy. Woke up feeling fairly positive, had 3ish hours sleep which is good for me. Then ended up in a fractious mood before work, by someone determined to ruin my day... completely unsuccessfully.... Had a good blitz of my house as soon as I got home, then felt a bit anxious when it started to get dark, but there was such an amazing bright full moon, I decided to go for a drive down the coast road, where I just sat on my car bonnet mulling things through. Happy though. It was so pretty, and quiet. I came home later on, watched the Hangover, and then sat putting the world to rights with my ex 'til late. Love him dearly.

Had about the same amount of sleep last night, but feeling bright-eyed and bushy-tailed. Just had Sky round to move my dish, and now trying to decide whether to paint walls, or go out, maybe kayaking. Might be the last chance this year. It is a beautiful day. Really don't want to waste it. I'll get out somewhere. Stick my wellies on and go for a wander. :)