Still not 100%. Wish I could just shake off these feelings!! Can't put my finger on whether it's psychological or physical. It is not normal for me to feel this tired and bursting into tears for no apparent reason every so often. And I feel SO nauseous all the time. For several days now. I NEVER get ill.

Woke up this morning feeling a little better. But got tetchier as the morning went on, resulting in a blazing row with Nick. We're fine now, but that just shows. I mean, we bicker loads, LOADS, but not often do we row like that. I feel guilty now, although I didn't at the time. I was ready to pack my things and leave, and I don't think he would have stopped me. He really does mean the world to me and I should let him know that more often. Yes we do argue an awful lot, but we just work somehow. Like a hinge and bracket. He's my voice of reason in my silly world and no one else has ever kept me on the straight and narrow like he does. No one else would ever possess that skill, I don't think. However......we did have a nice day in the end, went shopping for Corey's birthday which is on Wednesday, looked at a possible new car for me, then a drive over the Langdales as it was such a beautiful day, and back for a barbeque.

Now I can feel depression descending again, and I don't know why the hell I'm feeling this way, and the more I dwell on it the worse I feel, so time to nip it in the bud I think and take myself to bed to try and sleep it off.