Friday, 2 July 2010

Hit a low today. This is a bit of a rarity for me. Yes, I suffer with PMT every month, but this wasn't that. I tend to look at the world through 'rose-tinted glasses' as only I can, so when something crap happens, it tends to hit that little bit harder. Won't go into the details, not because I don't want to, but because I wouldn't know where or how to start or even why so much. My head feels mushed. So many things have been happening lately some bad, some ok, but too many things for me to get my head around. I'm getting bad news from all angles, so trying to be strong and good humoured infront of people, but feel wretched for them inside. I have felt so horrendously ill all day, just extreme fatigue, over emotional, quite nauseous, a little tetchy, and I know it's all down to worry. I'm a born worrier. I can't help that. All I have to keep telling myself is that I'll be OK and back to my normal self in a few days. I know I will. But for now I need sleep. I haven't slept very well lately, and I am ever, ever so tired. If I go to bed now, I'm sure it will do me the world of good. Hopefully feel chirpier tomorrow. x

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