Down, down, down. :(
So worried about my dad. Life really sucks sometimes. Unfortunately I'm a bit wrong side out today, and found myself snapping at various people, which isn't like me to do that. I guess I'll have a few apologies to make later on, but I think, well I hope, everyone understands why, and that I mean nothing personal whatsoever. I'm usually the one that's there for everyone else, which I love, but surely I can have a day off for myself for a change. I hope that doesn't sound selfish of me. It's hard trying to be strong for everyone, but if family and friends ever have any worries or problems, they always know I am there for them in a heartbeat. When it's me, I just tend to go quiet instead. The ones who know my temperement, will tell you that I am usually bubbly/silly/hyper...etc, but when I'm down, I'm down. Not moody, just sad.
Anyway, I have a couple of things I need to do now, and then I think I'll put my feet up with some relaxing music, a cup of tea, and a book.

It is now 8.45pm. Just phoned my dad on his Patientline number, so feel a little better for speaking to him before tomorrow. Will be a nervous wreck all day. I am so, so, so close to my parents and it's hell for me, so goodness knows what it's like for him. I have a bit of a lump in my throat at the moment, so I am not going to be very good at work. I'll go and see him after work on Friday. I know he'll be fine. He has the best surgeon. He has to be fine..... :(