Just gettting over the worst couple of weeks of my whole life. I am not exaggerating when I say I've been to hell and back, and most likely where I will end up again. I would not wish what I've been through on anyone, and I can only hope that I can find the strength to get through the coming months. I know I will be fine eventually. Wish I could pour my heart out on here, but I can't. This is just a bit of an outlet for my emotions, so bear with me. Thankfully it has made me realise just who are the important ones in my life, the ones I have felt able to confide in. Even the ones who I can't talk to have been amazingly supportive, even though they have no idea what I've been through lately. I know I haven't been my usual bubbly self, which has caused a lot of speculation, but I'm getting there. I will have good days and bad days for a bit. Days where I want to be left alone, and days when I just want to be held tight and cuddled. I can see the light at the end of the tunnel now. It's just so very hard. Although a good thing is that all this has made me re-evaluate my life, and made me even more determined to succeed at whatever I do. I'm not just going to dream anymore, I am going to make it happen!