Hit a real low. I am drifting between feeling ecstatically happy one minute, then severely down the next and it just goes on and on. Just been accused of pushing a very special person away, and I know I don't mean to. I just feel so self-conscious at the moment and I feel as though I would be exposing my negativity which is not something I want to do. I am getting better though, bad days are getting less. I'm just so lucky I have such wonderful support, just hope I can return the favour someday......